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I am a working musician,visual artsist,writer and cat-worshipper. The Arizona sun lulls me to sleep and I live by night. I have been referred to as an 'underground music legend', due to me pioneering a sound with my original band,Nuclear Death, that would eventually be called: grind-core,gore-core or horror-core music. I am known as 'The woman of 1000 voices' and was the first-ever female musician to play music of this afore-mentioned genre. I have the rare gift to be able to sing anything within seconds after hearing it and play(guitar-wise)it within minutes. I consider myself a freak of nature,a very lucky girl and a tragic figure. My first true hero was The Wicked Queen. My second was Malificant. I was afraid I would become possessed by the Devil after reading 'The Excorcist' so I became fully obsessed with the concept of The Devil and Death. My favourite things of all time are skeletons and blood. I have been painting with my blood since I was six years of age, then gaduated to using my menstrual blood after the third grade(as I became ready for child-bearing during this time)!!I have been overweight most of my life and it has caused me more anguish than anything else I can think of. I love my hands,eyes,teeth,tits and hair. I hate my ass,legs and feet. I have only had concentual sex with two boys. I have been raped, on two seprate occasions, by two boys.I am hopelessly in love with my gay best friend. To write,perform and be music is the reason I exist still today.I am a hopeless romantic,fatalist and idealist.I am very sarcastic and can be quite hilarious as well. I am a fucking HORRIBLE drunk. I am an addict of anything or anybody that sparks my passionate nature.I am an extremist.
THIS JOURNAL IS MY TRUTH...RAW,OPEN AND COMPLETELY UN-CENSORED!

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